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Saturday, October 30, 2004


Countdown to the Election: My Plan

I feel that I am between a rock and a hard place. On one hand, I am not happy with the first term of George W. Bush. I feel that Bush could have done a better job in Iraq. I think the his administration could have gone further in securing the country after major combat operations ended. When Bush announced the war plans these flaws were obvious. At the start of the war he did not ask for enough money or enough troops. I think the administration try to tell America it would be easier then it would. They broke the Powell Doctrine when they went in. They have yet to prove they had a better plan then the Powell Doctrine.

I think that America actually achieved their goal in invading Iraq. By going into Iraq Libya gave up the info on Dr. Kahn. Kadaffi did not want to be the next Saddam. Kahn turned out to be the person leaking Nuclear secrets to the world. I think we would find this when we went into Iraq.

I agree that the world is safer with Saddam out of power. I agree that he was an evil man. Taking him out was a very good thing. I just think they did not plan well enough.

There are other things that the Bush administration has done that I have not liked. I think that even before September 11th they have been too secretive. They are too punitive to the press. They make people us v. them. Right now America is more divided then it has ever been in my life.

I will say that changing the constitution to outlaw gay marriage is such a mistake. You do not use the constitution that way. No matter what you think of gay marriage, an amendment is not the way to change things. If outlawing gay marriage will not stand the muster of the current constitution we should think about why that is.

On the other hand, I am not going to Vote for John Kerry. I remember something from the Daily Show's coverage of the Democratic National Convention. There was a man that said he would vote for a Ham Sandwich before George W. Bush. He ended up getting just that. John Kerry is nothing but a Ham Sandwich.

After 20 years in the Senate and his name is not on one major law. I do not think that is anyway to be a Senator. He has a credibility problem with me. I do not trust that he was be able to deliver on any of his promises. I have the feeling that reality will strike his plans hard.

I do not trust his campaign. I really do not like John Edwards. I think that John Edwards speeches are an example of the worst in American politics. I heard him talk about stem cell research in a way that cures will be found within the first Kerry/Edwards term.

In some ways I feel like I get a pass on this. Living in CA the national republican party has written us off. Kerry will take this state by a big number. If I lived in a swing state, I might feel different. Since my

I know that I am closer to the center then you are. I want to see the republican party of John McCain, Arnold Schwarzenegger, and Colin Powell. I do not think the Bush administration is headed that direction. I do not like the leadership of Tom DeLay. I see a connection between the Bush Administration and DeLay. The Shit that DeLay tried to pull in Texas is criminal.

Right now the republican party is dying in California. The far right of the party has so much control. It is choking the party. That is not the right party for this state. Arnold Schwarzenegger is lucky that the recall happened. I am not sure he would have been able to win a republican primary. I want more of a centrist republican party. I do not think George Bush will there.

My plan is to write in John McCain. I know that this vote will not have an impact on the election. People will not even notice my protest. I have no friends in the Republican Party leadership that will notice this. I still think it is important to do.


Friday, October 29, 2004


Countdown to Election: Registered to Vote

My Santa Clara County Voters registration in the mail today. I have to give props to the Campbell Democrats for my registration actually getting there. If felt good to get it in the mail. Between not and election day I need to read about all the ballot measures. There seems to be a boatload this year.

I will have a say in the Presidential Election, even if my voice is drowned out by the rest of my state.

Within myself

Over the last few weeks I have felt really within myself. I feel that I am not reaching out and connecting with people. I feel that I am retreating to my apartment and to my own thoughts. I have not been sharing what's in my head. I feel that most of the time I have to pull my thoughts back from other people.

I am not sure what to do about this. When I am connecting with people I to not want to tell them how I am really feeling. I want to be in the moment and enjoying their company. In the end I feel like I am hiding something from everyone. It is not a great feeling to have.

I am not sure how to get out more. I do not know what kind of social interactions I am looking for. I do not know what I want from the world or from other people. It seems like I am missing something.

Why Do NaNoWriMo?

People might as me why I am willing to do Nation Novel Writing Month. I think I have two reasons why I think NaNoWriMo is really important. The first has to do with an idea that Jeremy put into my head. It seems that we have left almost all art up to professionals. I think that is dangerous. In the end it will make all art entertainment. I think that art is more then just entertainment.

Amateur


I know there are pros and would be pros out there doing this. I have nothing against them. I feel honored to be in a writing group with them. I want to stick up for us amateurs. For me it is the amateurs that make NaNoWriMo special. There are other reasons people do Nano then wanting to be a professional writer.

I feel that if we leave art to professionals then it becomes entertainment. I want common people to take back art. We should be encouraging amateurism. The root of amateur comes from "lover of" . It is us amateur writers who want to read the stuff pros want to get paid for.

It does not matter if it is not any good or not. I am doing this for truly selfish reasons. I am doing it because I get to meet cool people, sit around in coffee shops and write, push myself to do something I would otherwise never do.

I write so my head does not explode. I write because if I did not, I would drown in my own thoughts. I write because it makes me who I am. For these reasons and any others they can come up with, people should do Nano.

He might be right, many good writers might never be able to turn a Nano novel into a publishable novel. I do not agree that they should not do it at all. The more you write the better writer you become. Even if you write things that will never see the light of day, it still adds to your experiences writing. I do not see that as a bad thing.

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Countdown to Election: Weak Endorsement

Peter IM'ed me that the Economist endorsed Kerry. It was not a great endorsement. I am getting the feeling that I am not the only person that thinks neither of the candidates are up for the job.

Thursday, October 28, 2004


Nanowrimo Dream

My dream for Nanowrimo 06 is to make into a road trip. I would take the whole month off. My plan would be to drive cross country. I would try to line up write-ins in communities all across the country. I could drive during the day, stop around 6 each night. Every night I would take the time to write.

I think it would be easy to fine to find the time to write. It would be hard to drive everyday. I think it would be great to meet writers all over the country. I am not sure what book I would write driving cross country. I think it would be really great.

I would make it to Philadelphia in time for my parent's 50th wedding anniversary. I would spend Thanksgiving out there. It would be really fun. I have never done anything like this before.

I am not sure how I would pull it off. I could start saving my money now. I wonder if I could get people to put me up all across the country.


Strange feeling

I had the feeling today that someone was going to pants me today. I just could not shake the feeling. I had to put on my boxer briefs just in case it happened. Luckily no one pants'd me today.


Wednesday, October 27, 2004


NaNoWriMo Problem II

I am now worried that I cannot do justice to the title I have come up with. Right now my novel is going to be Prayers to St. Oprah. I do not have much more then a title. It is the story of an Oprah fan who things all of her problems will be solved if Oprah answers one of her letters. The problem is the close I get to this story the harder it gets to write. I am not sure I can do a good job. I am worried that I will end up making fun of the characters. I hate writers who make fun of their characters.

Everytime someone hears this title they tell me they like the idea. At first it was really encourging. I was drawn to it because everyone likes the title. Now it is starting to get scary. When people say, "that would make a very good book," I hear "any idiot could turn that into a good story."

One of the reasons I like the idea of Prayers to St. Oprah is because I think if you just put it in a book story, people would buy it. Part of me sees the image of Our Lady of Guadalupe that looks like Oprah.

Tuesday, October 26, 2004


Countdown to Election: Politics of Fear

On Monday Bill Clinton campaigned in Philadelphia with John Kerry. Clinton spoke against the politics of fear and for the politics of hope. Clinton's first rule of politics is to vote for the guy who campaigns on hope.

Right now Chris Hines, John Kerry's stepson is going across the country campaigning on college campuses. He talks about how Bush could re-instate the draft. Kerry himself has brought up the possibility of a draft.

Wait a second, isn't Chris Hines using the politics of hear?

I saw all of the on Monday's Nightline.

Monday, October 25, 2004


Countdown to Election: Don't fall for it

Keep on reading on the web comments about how The American Conservative has endorsed John Kerry. People keep on using this as a sign of how even people on the right do not like Bush. This is a bit of a stunt. The American Conservative, Pat Buchanan's magazine, did an endorcement issue. They wrote endorsements for Bush, Kerry, Nader, Peroutka, Badnarik, and not voting. In the end none of these endorsements mean anything. My friends on the left and right should not trust Pat Buchanan agenda.

Sunday, October 24, 2004


Countdown to Election: Can't Wait

I cannot wait for after the election. This whole election is taking up too much of my mental space. I would like to reclaim some of that mental real estate. I guess everyone is worried that the election with not be over one election night. I am hoping there will not be tons of law suits starting Nov 2rd.

 

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