I always wanted to be a rockstar, but I will settle for the game
I have been playing the Rockstar Game. It is a low intensity game. You do not have to pay a lot of attention. Right now I am playing as DJ Filibuster. Tell me what you think. If you join, I will include you in my friends group.
Blogger has improved its archiving system. I am no longer limited by the week I used blogger. It will not publish archives going as far back as I want. I am importing all of my old Blog 5.0 entries to Blogger now. All of Sad Salvation can be in one place. If you give me a while everything will be in one place. I can work to shut down my old web site. It is nice to have everything in the same place. I wonder if I should put any of my pre-blog journal on-line.
I have decided to get rid of my the Travel-Blogue. I needed to clip a little disk space and I have not been using it. It seemed like it was just going to waste. All of the entries have been folded back into Sad Salvation. I would think about doing it again if I was planing on traveling with another person. Are of my travels in the near future will be solo. It was a good idea, I just was not keeping it up.
I am going to the Podiatrist tomorrow. I have had an ingrown toenail for much too long. I told myself that I would get if fixed right after coming back from Philadelphia. I called up today and I am on the calendar for tomorrow. Hopefully I can get if fixed once and for all. It is the third I am getting this toe taken care of. This has been a problem too many times. I need it to be better at taking care of myself. I want to get this taken care of before it gets worse.
I wasted a lot of time today. I got back to my apartment and played Jedi Starfighter for three hours. After that I watched TV for another two hours. I did not sit down at my computer until 11 PM. It looks like I am getting into the same old ruts. I told myself that I would try to make better use of my time. I might not have any idea how to do that. I have to write a letter to Sean before the end of the week. There are a lot of other things that I want to write also. I need to find the drive to sit at my computer. It is still hard to find that drive.
I have to admit that today was a good day at work. It put my vacation in prospective. It was walking into work that made me realize how much I enjoyed being out of town. I spent most of the day reading e-mail. There are only so many e-mail messages I can read before my brain shuts down. I ended up hitting that point today. I still have more e-mail messages to read tomorrow. It will take me a week to get them all read and disposed of. I have to figure out which ones have not been acted upon.
I have wasted most of today. I did get out of bed before 8 AM, but I did not do much with my time. I spent most of the day watching TV. That is the problems with having so many TiVos in my living room. I had too many good things to watch. Television has always been a big time suck with me. I just never seem to get away from it.
I talked with Jeremy on the Phone for a little while. There were a lot of things that I felt on my trip. They are the kinds of things that I usually talk to Jeremy about. I tried to talk about them, but I just could not find the words this time.
There are about a dozen things that I could have done today. I only did unimportant things. I keep on telling myself that I am going make better use of my time. I am just not sure how to do that.
I stepped into my apartment yesterday and for that first moment I was surprised. My apartment looked fresh and new to me. It was the opposite of deja vu. I felt like I had never been in it before, but I know I had passed though that doorway hundreds of times. I feel like these were brand new walls all around me.
This was a really good feeling. I like the idea of San Jose being fresh and new again. It is starting to feel more and more like home. It is at least my base. It is the place where I come back do. I never dread coming back. I wonder how long I will be able to keep this new feeling.
